“And that’s where I get emotional because I didn’t expect it and it’s not something I’ve been able to control. I’ve tried,” Kailyn continued. “And so when people comment and they’re like pig, cow, this that and the third, I’m like well f*ck. Something is wrong.”
She added that she doesn’t usually mind what people say since her weight is constantly in flux.
“Normally I don’t care this much because my weight has fluctuated. So I’m like I’ll just lose the weight, and it’ll be fine,” she said. “And I’ll feel better about myself. For a little over eight months, I have gone through- like do I get surgery. What is wrong with me that I can’t lose weight?”
But since PCOS affects a woman’s reproductive system, Kailyn has decided to take some precautionary measures.
She shared that she’ll be freezing her eggs in case she wants to have a fifth child. Kailyn added that she’s not ready to say she’s done having children.
“I feel like it’s easy for anyone to say oh I’m choosing to be done having kids,” she shared on the podcast. “But when the option is completely taken from you, and I’m not saying it has for me, but I feel like I’m speaking for a lot of people, I feel like it’s not fair right.”
She added, “Like we always want what we can’t have, and now you’re taking the option away from me to decide on what I want…… I don’t have a partner, and who’s to say I won’t want to have kids with somebody or they won’t want to have kids of their own. And I’m still young enough to do that…”
“Like, I could really have more kids until I’m like 40 if I wanted to,” Kail signed off.